You Can't Have Friends by The Stooges

This song literally just came on my iPod and I remembered I forgot to complain about something else:

MY STUPID FAIRWEATHER FRIENDS, I HATE THEM I HATE THEM I HATE THEM

*not really, I'm just in a really dark place*

Seriously though, FUCK Veronica who is supposed to be my best friend and hasn't spoken to me in a fucking week.  I was with her brother yesterday and he told me all she ever does now is hang with her boyfriend and when we dropped him off at his house, Veronica and her 32 year old ain't-shit boyfriend are chilling on the porch. 

The fact that people on the internet are more hip to what's been happening to me in the last fucking week and my "best friend" has no fucking clue says a fucking lot.

She ignores my calls and sends me "I'll call you tomorrow" texts and she never does.

This girl used to come by my house alllllll the way in fucking Pilsen (we're northsiders) just to chill for a few hours and that bitch hasn't chilled with me at all in TWO FUCKING MONTHS.  I'm talking about she went from seeing me four times a week to ignoring my phone calls and making me feel like a needy little bitch.


By the way, this dude is the absolute worst. 32 years old, lives with his mother, has a daughter with a woman he cheated on my best friend with, cheated with random chicks from the internet, talked mad shit about her behind her back, got suicidal crazy whenever they broke up then got crazy possessive whenever they get back together....

I just really hate Veronica right now and I have no one to complain about her to.

My other friends aren't really douchebags but I don't expect them to really give a shit about me and my problems either.  Everyone has issues, mine are so not a priority for anyone which is fine.

I'm just all emotional and being stupid.  I really just want to drink and eat burgers but I can't afford booze and burgers right now.  Plus, my Jack Daniels is at the bedbug apartment which I don't want to visit today.  I'm just going to go to my mother's house and cry in the bathroom, like the good old days.

But fuck Veronica on the real.

Fake ass bitch.

I hope she reads this, too.